8/10/2021 0 Comments Transition UpdateSo, I have been transitioning for 17 months now. My transition stalled out 10 months ago, and started slowly reversing 6 months ago. So, I haven't really noticed any changes in a long time, except for negative changes, like smaller breasts and my facial hair growing as rapidly as it was pre-HRT. Well, thankfully, as of late, as in, last few weeks, my transition seems to have stopped reversing. In fact, there seem to be changes again. Not many, but some. My facial hair is growing slower again. Don't have to shave every single day. Most days, yes, but at least once a week I don't have to shave thankfully. It's something I first noticed awhile ago, but wasn't completely certain on until just yesterday when it became undeniable, but I am developing curves. Yes. I was NOT expecting that, but it's a change that I cannot pretend isn't there. My body is starting to get curvy. Doesn't make up for lack of breast growth (still rocking A cups despite having taken stuff to grow breasts for over two years. Yes, I was taking stuff to grow breasts even before HRT, and it worked some. Definitely had some growth, but after two years of first doing DIY and now HRT, I only have A cups. Definitely frustrated. Like, my breasts are hard to notice in a lot of my outfits, and that is so frustrating. Even in outfits where my breasts are visible people still misgender me, so it's not fun not having that extra signal I'm a woman), but it's definitely a pleasant surprise. I am shrinking. My middle sister is now taller than me. No official measurements, but when my mom measured me, it looks as if I'm now 5'5". I used to be 5'7". Hair is now long enough to put into a very small ponytail (and I mean, VERY small). Long enough to use a headband though, and I have really been rocking the headbands. Love the look (picture of me rocking a headband). My feet have shrank. I used to be a women's size 13, now I'm a women's size 11. So, while changes have been excruciatingly slow because I didn't have enough body fat (because I don't have enough food to eat, but lately have been able to eat a bit more), and so therefore the changes were reversing, there have been some as of late, and I will try to celebrate those even if they're not the ones I wanted (more feminization in the face and breast growth being the main ones wanted).
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AuthorHi! I'm Anna, a currently transitioning transgender woman! I started my blog "Ramblings of a Trans Woman" as therapy for gender and identity issues and abuse from my parents and church. Hopefully, someone else out there can get something from this. If you want to talk, just get in contact with me, there's plenty of ways how and we'll discuss the best way to talk! Archives
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