6/16/2020 0 Comments Lack of Shared InterestsOne of those moments when you realize you have no shared interests with like, anybody. It's very depressing, disheartening, and a bit angering. Like, why can I not like stuff that other people like, or think like other people? Like, I don't fit in with other trans people, like, at all. I'm basically an outcast from that community, because I'm not a leftist, and I'm not a diehard anime and Avatar fan (in fact, I'm not a fan of either at all), because apparently, there's an unwritten rule that if you're trans and under the age of 30, you are a diehard anime and Avatar fan. I have talked to hundreds, and I mean, hundreds of trans people, 99% of whom are 25 and under. Not a single one who was 30 and younger wasn't a diehard anime and Avatar fan. Not a single one, and when I say diehard, I mean, that's all they watch. I found one, and I mean, one, who even watched "Lord of the Rings." So, I don't fit in at all with trans people. Then, what about other people? Well, because I'm trans, conservative people don't like me, but because I'm not a leftist, leftists hate me. Many LGBT people hate me for being a Christian. Christians hate me for being trans. The very few things I like, and I mean, very few things I like, are pretty much so obscure, and not only that, stuff that no one around my age would like. Like, yeah, betting I'm going to find another person under the age of 50 who likes TRON and "The Andy Griffith Show" (one of the very few TV shows I actually like), heck, I bet the vast majority have never even heard of those two things. Like, I just feel that I'm forever doomed to never having friends, or just knowing people in general who have similar interests and values. The depression, and honestly, lonliness just becomes too much when I realize all this, like, I'm such an outcast, I don't even fit in with outcast communities. I guess I just feel worthless because of it all, like, what's wrong with me that I can't like what everyone else likes? What's wrong with me that I don't have the same values of other trans people (not that I would necessarily want to, but you get the point)?
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