5/19/2021 2 Comments May 19th, 2021As of today, March 19th, 2021, it has been two years since I started blogging. Two years. It's crazy to think that it's been that long. It feels like a lifetime ago to be honest. Honestly, everything that happened pre-transition (basically pre-pandemic because I literally started transitioning exactly a week before Indiana got locked down) feels like a previous life. I don't feel much connection with the person that I apparently was before. It feels like a completely different person. I struggle to actually accept that that person was me. That I used to live as a guy. I know I used to be "Nicholas," but it doesn't seem real. So, it doesn't seem real that I was the one who started the blog two whole years ago. It feels as if someone else started it and I just took over for them just over a year ago. When I first started blogging I hadn't even chosen the name Anna yet. I was going by "Nicole." It would be about a month later when I finally start going by the Anna. I talked a lot about music back then. Much of my blogging efforts were about music. A lot of my posts were suicide threats as well. Not a good time in my life. Then, a year ago we were just exiting lockdowns and I had been transitioning for just over two months. By that point I wasn't blogging about music anymore. By that point I wasn't posting suicide threats anymore, but instead things going on in my life. It was more of a personal blog instead of a blog about music and trans issues. Then we get to today. Two years. Wow. Hopefully, I will be able to blog for many more years to come. Thank you all for reading. I don't know if anyone has been reading since the first month of my blog, but I do know of at least one of you who have been reading since my first year blogging. Anyway, no matter how long you have been reading: thank you. Thank you for reading what my dumb ass has to say.
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Elsa
5/19/2021 07:51:04 pm
Happy two years!!
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Anna Hudak
5/20/2021 01:14:06 pm
Thanks Elsa!
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AuthorHi! I'm Anna, a currently transitioning transgender woman! I started my blog "Ramblings of a Trans Woman" as therapy for gender and identity issues and abuse from my parents and church. Hopefully, someone else out there can get something from this. If you want to talk, just get in contact with me, there's plenty of ways how and we'll discuss the best way to talk! Archives
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