12/3/2020 0 Comments ObjectificationWell, it finally happened. I got sexually objectified. A few weeks back, to celebrate 8 and half months transitioning, I posted a pic of myself to Tumblr. Well, just a few days ago a follower finally saw it, and decided to "compliment" me on my "boobs." I haven't responded to him yet, because I'm not sure how to handle it, that is, what to say to him, but I haven't felt so degraded, like, ever. I feel so angry, and so disgusted, knowing that my body is now some sex object. I'm eye candy, well, my breasts are. They now serve to please men. The thought of that is so depressing. Knowing that, to many, I'm now only worth how I look. I feel sub-human in all honesty. Last time I felt sub-human was before I found friends who accepted me as a woman. The twisted part of this all is that there's this really small part of me that likes his comment, because, that means I'm now seen as a woman, and I want to be seen as a woman, so that makes me glad. Once again, this is only a very small part of me, but it's big enough for me to notice and not just completely shove away. I don't know, I've never had to deal with this before, I feel sub-human now, completely degraded, angry, frustrated. I'm depressed. I've spent so much time just crying over this. I've spent so much time these last few days depressed. Feeling less than human. I really don't know how I'm supposed to deal with this.
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