4/10/2020 0 Comments Why I Don't Like LoveSo, as some know, and others do not, one of the greatest struggles in my life, in fact, arguably, the hardest struggle I’ve dealt with, even more than my gender dysphoria at it’s absolute worst (which, in short, made me extremely suicidal, I was self-harming regularly, was literally praying for death, death is what I desired the most for, and had literally no interest in life, to the point that I completely neglected just about everything, including taking care of myself in any way, heck, I even drove extremely recklessly and almost was killed several times due to how little I cared about myself), was love, or the lack thereof. My parents don’t love me, ok, they do, but not in a healthy way, a way that builds one up, it’s a twisted, perverted love. One that makes them believe that they are loving, and one where I can see that it’s there, but it cannot be truly let out for me to be able to receive it.
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AuthorHi! I'm Anna, a currently transitioning transgender woman! I started my blog "Ramblings of a Trans Woman" as therapy for gender and identity issues and abuse from my parents and church. Hopefully, someone else out there can get something from this. If you want to talk, just get in contact with me, there's plenty of ways how and we'll discuss the best way to talk! Archives
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