6/23/2022 1 Comment Lost Emotionally
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Hey everyone, it’s been a bit since my last article. Honestly, I just haven’t known what to write. Things haven’t been all that good lately to be honest. Had several seizures. Got sick and threw up. Been struggling with my friendships. It’s been a rough time this past month. One of the biggest changes during this time is that I no longer know at all how to discern what I’m feeling or why. Don’t get me wrong, I never had that much emotional intelligence. I couldn’t identify any feelings other than “depressed,” “sad” or “complete apathy.” Now, I can’t identify anything. I never know what I’m feeling or why. A major part of this is the fact that I really don’t talk to my friends anymore. When I regularly was talking to them, I had no choice but to identify what I was feeling and why. Now? I never have to and have lost practice. I struggle to even identify when I’m depressed now. I genuinely have no idea what I’m feeling 99% of the time unless I’m sad. I’m just completely lost emotionally now. I don’t know what I’m feeling, how to handle it or understand what others are feeling or how to deal with theirs. I’m genuinely completely clueless at this point when it comes to emotions. I know I need to be able to at least identify basic emotions, I just don’t even know how to begin at this point. I’m just lost.
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yeah
7/24/2022 01:10:12 pm
i don't know you but i feel for you :( i hope things improve
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