5/2/2022 0 Comments Who Am I?So, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted. To be honest, I didn’t know what to say. There was so much going on that there’s no way I could have made a coherent article. Plus, my mental health made a major drop and I have been exhausted. I have not been sleeping well at all. Most days I can't focus on anything at all. Some days I just spend resting. It's been rough. Anyway, enough about that. So, I don't know who I am. I've been pretty open for a bit now about my religious struggles. I don't know if I'm a Christian anymore. In fact, I doubt it and have been considering leaving the faith. So, that's already been on my mind, but now I have a new thing on my mind: I have no idea what my gender really is. I don't know if "woman" really fits me. Sometimes it feels like it does, but much of the time, it doesn't. A lot of the time I don't really find that any gender label fits me. To be honest though, I wonder if I would even have this problem if I really identified with other trans women. Like, I just don't fit in at all in trans femme spaces and don't relate to them for the most part. It wasn't until I realized that I just don't relate that I stopped really finding the label "woman" to fit. Now, I don't know what I am. Like, I know that I NEED a female body, that's not up for debate. I will be on hormones to live with a woman's body till the day I die. But, what gender am I? I don't know. After realizing I just cannot relate at all to other trans women my gender has been thrown into question. We'll see where all this goes. I don't know for now.
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AuthorHi! I'm Anna, a currently transitioning transgender woman! I started my blog "Ramblings of a Trans Woman" as therapy for gender and identity issues and abuse from my parents and church. Hopefully, someone else out there can get something from this. If you want to talk, just get in contact with me, there's plenty of ways how and we'll discuss the best way to talk! Archives
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